BENGANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Huhu~Da lame gile aq x update blog ney kan….huhu..hmm..ntah..hari ni aq rs mcm kne satu tamparan hbt.sebenarnye bnde ney da 3 ari lps da aq kne tp.hari nie sbb mslh 2 lg berat.3 hari lps.December 25, 2009 Otw g uma sdare aq y wat kenduri doa selamat..kt Subang...mama aq sampaikan brite y mmg wat aq xtercakap ape…kelu lidah…huhuhu…brite yang mner tyme praktikal nie aq kne dok rawang…ulang alik dari rawang….ari tu mse mule2 aq gtaw bnde nie kt bapak aq dye da mara da..dye kte asal start awal sgt…then dye ckp suh dok rawang dl….aq ikot!!ney da nk hbs tempoh 2 minggu ney xkasi lak soh dok rawang..n care mama aq menyampaikan nye sangatla menyakitkan hati..teramat sgt…mama aq ckp ha ni mama nk gatw awl2.."jgn mimpi nk blk kl cz yong kne dok rawang sepanjang praktikal ney….."so start from that day la aq xley tdow lene…huhu..sabtu mlm 2 aq nanges..sbb sume org tny aq bile nk blk kl yang mner jwpn aq..”aq xblk kl da”waaa!!!!sdey dow…then smlm aq bwu smp kn brite tragis ney kt aten…dye pn tediam xtkate ape…sbb ptt dye pegi ngn aq…so mknenye law aq xley dok kl..dye pon la….huhu…haa…hari nie la y plg tragedik skali bile aten gtaw ibu dye….mmg mampos mak dye xbg…law bapak aq pn…mst xbg pny dok uma org smp 3 4 bulan walaupn tuan uma 2 xkesah…huhu…maslah btol!!ades…slame nie aq study ok je aq xd dpn mate dye pn..aq xtaw la npe…pnt dow….dari skola ag camney…then ari tu dye ckp tgu aq kawen bwu bole lps aq…wah!!mampos r gtu..da kawen bley plak nk wat loklak!!mner bule…tyme ni r pon kn….hades2!!so aq pon ngn braninye call bapak aq…kt ofis neh..call2 igt nk dscss mlm kang…dye g tny trs..bile aq jwb sbb ape dye da trs tembak aq ngn machine gun!!!!!!wah!!so kesimpulannye mmg dye xbagik la kan…alas an dye plg munasabah utk trap aq sbb aq ney tsgtla nakal….degil…so ney aq assume aq kne grounded la wat kali y ke bpe dlm idop aq pn xtaw…tah smp bile idop aq asyk kne grounded pn aq xtaw….huhuhu…..mmg insiden 2 sgt merosak kn mood aq utk bekerja la ari ni kan..update kt pihak atasan pon aq anta 1 je utk ari ney..mmg gaban!!!2 seb bek ade update..law x haram!!!huh!!akhernye pk pny pk…ktorg came out ngn beberape solution…penat dowh pk carik solution tuh….huhu..now ade la 2 3..tp ktorg blom stick lg nk ikot decision y mner….yang pasti aten akan ddk kg br..n aq akn ddk rawang..so kami akn bjumpe kt tmpat kje je…so utk ari nie kami akan hbskan chapter 1 n chaper 2 report practical ney besame…so pasni..chapter 3 n 4 mmg kne sendirian berhad pn…just hope 4 the best lor…apekan nasib…haish….sebenarnye aq tetap xpuas aty lgik…tp apekan daye..myb ade hikmah dsebalik ape y berlaku…wallahualam…..

yesterday...

is a lesson that we have learn...

are the memories that we hold dear...

hm...yesterday my wallet lost at the library...wuhuu...it hurts!!damn...yea..i admit it is my mistake left my wallet in my bag outside of the library...n then my bracelet plak pts...so sad la...but then tengs 2 my fwen n family...thnkx zak sopie n farid...suppose we can finish our business plan during that period..but then u guys kne teman me g balai...tengs ma & pa 4 the new wallet..even that is just second hand...haha..but then still thankx cz i dun have one....
but..

today..

is a gift...

that is why it is called a presents...

today i wake up at 11 30 am...OMG!!thank God it is still a.m.!!hurm...i have no mood 2day 2 do anything...sopie ajk aq g uma cousin dye kawen...aq xmow...kak tia tny sal kje...aq jwb xtaw..at last kak tia dtg uma aq...kami wat la ape y ptt...till 6 o'clock...kak tia blk...half an hour after that abg rafi come & fetch me...back 2 Rawang...sekadar menghadirkan diri dan berehat sebentar dr mengadap kje y mmg sedia blambak n menimbun...aish!!!bler na habis neh...hurm...blk kl mlm nie jgk...blk dan aq terus tdow!!!da xmaw pk pape da... and...

tomorrow...

are the hopes that we hope to achieve...

yup...aq mengharapkan hari esok adalah lebih baik dari hari ini...sok bday ayu..@adeq..a.k.a bdak kechik...HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR MUSYUK37x!!

faith

yesterday...

is a lesson that we have learn...

are the memories that we hold dear...

tomorrow...

are the hopes that we hope to achieve...

but..

today..

is a gift...

that is why it is called a presents...

meowcatfish wrote.....

"aq xtaw nk describe hari ni camner...seharusnya hari ney biase je seperti sedia kala...rutin aq m'bz kn diri dgn kje y mmg sedia blambak...ngn test quiz...ngn project n presentation...n FYP y xketinggalan....huhu...tp pg td aq dpt berite y mengejutkan aq...mak membe aq meninggal..[innalillah..]...ntah aq rs macam xnk percaye..macam bru semalam je aq rs aq ckp kt fon ngn mak dye...sok plak bday membe aq ni ...aq xdapat bayang kn perasaan dye macam mane....tyme2 mcm ney...aq sebagai member tdekat pn xmampu bg dye ktenangan...hanya diri dye sniri serta family terdekat...mase aq xbanyak ngn mak dye...yela..bkn mak aq kn...tp ntah...setiap patah kata nasihat mak y mak dye bg kt aq...rs macam mak sniri y tgh nasihat aq...kelembutan mak dye menenangkan aq...tyme dye bgtaw aq pg td...tiade kate semangat y sempat aq cakap...sbb dye trs ltk fon...xpe aq faham....2 je y aq nk share..semoga roh mak dye dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan bersame mereke y beriman....amin....

pernah aq ditegur

katanya utk kebaikan

pernah aq dimarah

katanya utk membaiki kelemahan

pernah aq diminta membantu

katanya suruh aq pandai

pernah aq merajuk

katanya aq manja

pernah aq melawan

katanya aq degil

pernah aq menangis

katanya aq lemah

setiap kali aq tersilap

dia hukum aq dgn nasihat

setiap kali aq kecewa 

dia bgn dimalam sepi lalu bermunajat

setiap kali aq dalam kesakitan

dia ubati dgn penawar dan semangat

dan

bila aq mencapai kejayaan 

dia kata bersyukurlah pada tuhan

dia senyum bila aq senyum

dia ketawa bila aq ketawa

jarang sekali dia mengalirkan air mata 

di kala duka

begitu kuat dan tabah dirimu

melalui liku2 kehidupan 

y penuh onak duri...

Dialah insan bergelar IBU.."

2 Ramadhan 1430...

Aq bwu na btungkus lumus bsh bj sume..huhu..de plak y aq kne bsh tgn kn..hm..smlm na wat asyk ujan jeh..ari nie la cuace cam best cket..lme gak la aq take tyme...then aq lpk2 jap..then aq siap2 na blk kl..member mama aq lak dtg uma..tp aq plak sgt bz packing sbb da klam kbt..huhu...dalam kol 3 cam2 aq na grk..mama aq plak xsdp aty cter mcm2..da la na ujan..wat aq tkot je na grk...ades!!tp aq gagahkan jgk la diri..smp kl aq trs shoot g uma family nagkat aq..bke kt sne..dlm pade tgu tyme na bke 2..adk2 aq blk gtaw dorg nmpk member2 aq..aq pn call la arep..n yup!!dye mmg kt Semarak pn..huhuhu....pas bke..aq igt nk blk kol 9..tbe2 ade cte besh...aq pn stay smp abes...aq blk kol 10 30..then blk igt na trs tdow..bwu aq igt kne on9 jap..pas abes aq tdow...then kul 1am ayu bg phone aq sbb ade call..hehe..adoy..bjct na tdow awl kn...kul 2 bwu abes gayut...then msg plak..dan t'tdow snirik...huhu..gle tol kje stu ape pn aq xwat!!!huih...semoge hari esok lebih baik dari hari ini...amin...

1 Ramadhan 1430....

Jumaat smalam aq blk....aq blk jumaat sbb semate2 nk sahur n bke ngn family aq...aq smp2 da nk start masak da..sbb sume org pnt..so tkt sok pg 2 sume terlajak...sng cter sahur awl la..1st sahur nie agk best la sbb papa aq request ns mnyk ngn aym tomato la plak..so aq la y kne tlg mak aq...settle masak sahur n tdow..huhu..sok bgn aq rs aq mengadap laptop je kot??huhu..gle btol..ade r aq wat kje len cket...da ptg g bazar fight ngn ejat sape jmpe sape dl...haha!!aq mng!!tyme bke..aq mkn ns kerabu..wuwuhuhu...sunggoh sedap dowh!!hurm..tp mama aq pesan..tyme bka jgn slalu mnm air sjk..xbek..aq pn lpe tny kenape...tp mmg dye xske aq mnm air sjk pn...

untitled...a.k.a semiggu kot??

knp untitled??sbb byk sgt bnd aq xupdate...again aq cut off la y past2 story kn...aq amek smggu neh pny story la...but then xsume kot y aq igt..ISNIN ari tuh lecture e-system xd cz dak dcnet sume xderk cz de member dorg past away sbb xcdent moto kt bulatan pahang..risau lak aq dgr sal moto2 neh..adoy..pastu sume org focus na siapkan entrepreneurship pny assignment..xd tmpt lak na print..last mdm suh email jeh kt dye..sempoi btl mdm aq y sorg neh..tengs madam..hm??SLASER plak aq xd clss..pg2 aq g kmpus jgk kjr miss sal progress FYP..cz miss neh ssh nk reach dye...haa..submit interface...dye kte report anta sok..skali ngn sume...then aq g la settle kn bnd2 y ptt kmi settle kn...by 6 30 da smp uma..RBU pny cte y best neh..dugaan btl..aq da la ngn HCI xwat pape lg..tbe2 aq taw 1 brite y aq xmo dgr...sorg dr group member FYP aq quit..aish..tp aq kne cool kot..tyme 2 da la aq otw tgh siapkn HCI pny task..hailaa!!gler sungguh!!KAMES aq sgt ep bler celik2 mater aten bgtaw lecture network xd!!hooray!!so aq pn sambong tdow kembali...tp call en azmin lab ade..sbb dye ade task nk bg..at the first site, dye nk replace lab tyme lecture cz dye bwu taw en fuead xd..then sume org xagree...aq snirik xmnd lgik tyme tuh!!haa..pas network aq g jmpe miss..then lpk ngn saufi n zak smp ptg..ptg ijat anta aq blk uma..tengs ijat..malam tuh aq perang mater wat FYP gne VB..pg JUMAAT!!!aq xd clss jgk..tp kmi kne g kmpus..de meeting club...pastu aq nk wat FYP ngn kak tia lak..TBE2!!laptop aq xley bkak...dan aq xsave kt mner2 file FYP 2 melainkn lptop aq jeh...aq da xtaw pe na wat..aq g ckp kt miss n dye mntk aq g kt technician tgkt 19..at last..setelah 15 mnt menanti dgn pnoh harapan y mgunong...laptop aq kembali normal..tengs 2 abg suhaili..mlm tuh aq blk tasik ngn ijat..nk g kfc jejantas da terlepas..so ktorg pn mlencong g kfc rawang sbb aq nk jgk kfc..cian ejat..tengs ejat..end of seminggu..

setelah sekian lame....

huhu...gler lame da aq xupdate...bwu ari ni tergerak nk update....act b4 this pn aq ade gak nk post...byk mende kot y jd..start dr program homestay kt jerlun with new experience...then trip g berinchang with full of sweet memories..tengs 2 all group 6 members...till oc pny training kt pangkor...tp xley challenge An-Naim pny kem r...smp la orientation week...but then sume story 2 da lps...aq rs rmai2 pn member2 da update blog dorg storg sal all those thngs...nway abes mengimbau kesah lalu...story ari ney sgt xbest!!!damn xbest!walaupn td aq g tgk cter 'The Proposal'...hm...nta...pg2 td ok jeh..when it comes 2 sumthng happen...adoyai...nta la..aq xtaw na ckp camner.....aq pn ta phm snanye...mungkin aq y xfaham plan or else plan 2 y huru hare smp aq ta phm??ntala weh...aq hope mlm jap g bley wat aq hepi...wuhuu...k then...no words 2 sat anymore..ade tyme ade mud nnt aq continue...

kne start jgk...!

alowa...
huhu!even aq xtaw nk start cmner..
cz byk sgt bnd jd..
tp aq xderk tyme nk post...
but 2day kne start jgk..
aq cut off la bnd lps2 tuh..
kre mei pny da off case kot??
xderk story langsung on may..
awl2 jun ari 2 mostly UniKL's student digemparkn dgn brite result da kua..
tengs 2 aten gtaw aq...
aq pny la down tgk result aq...
aq xtaw pehal..
result ok..better then b4 but then aq stll xpuas at...
myb sbb aq xdean kot...
tp slh snirik kot..
myb usehe xckp...
da bes sal result...
next sal problem aq..
ngn parents aq...
aq sgt pressure lol...aq start ngn papa aq je...
jap g mama lg smbh petrol kt uma terbakar...hush!!
mama lgik tmbh2...aq rs cam mangse keadaan!!!!
punca dye stu je...MISUNDERSTANDING!!!!!
n sume org tetap ego msg2 xnk ngaku slh!!
wht the fish dow!!crap gler!!aq sgt marah!
tp now da ok la..
5 June??peace!
a very gud day 2 remember....
hm..
speechless..
myb there is no words other then "thankx" a lot..
hope we r strong till the end of tyme...
SeVeNth....PPR Sri Semarak!
ngee...aq drve snirik trn kl
ari lps rndoo kt family angkat aq...
ibu peluk aq kuat gler..
al0ng bsing lak aq xgtaw dye...
y len ok jeh...
ibu soh aq tdow ctu..
tp aq ade tanggungjawab len y perlu aq settle kn..
<<9th>>dunno
two things happen in one tyme??
no comment!
yesterday[mid valley]
the whole day!!!
whoa??gle lame..
pnt gler la..
smlm aq bwk adek2 aq jalan..
sbb mama n papa aq outstation...
adk aq 2 org y plg kcik 2 bwu knl Bowling...
condition xlarat angkat bola tp memakse diri..
(ngee!!semangat btol!!1st tyme la katekn..)
tp stock msk longkang jeh sume...
second game aq lwn ngn big bro aq..lie..
aq klh 24 points ngn dye...
huhu..strike smp 2..aq tade pn...
tOdAy lol..blk KL..
sgt bengang ngn mama kne tgu 3 jam!!
tnpe wat ape2!rs sgt buang mase..
but then aq cpt cool...
smp plaza rah ltk brg trs blah..
jmpe cousin aq ktorg g tgk cte 17 again!
besh dow..
aq blk tdik..
...
...
...
dunno how to say bout it..
i juz make thngs clear!
i hope so..
then we having our late dinner kt gerai blkng uma jeh..
then go home n start posting this..
i hv 2 go 2 ibu's house act..
but i hv alot of thngs 2 b settled!
so i'm not going..
feelin' guilty..
but..
"Semoga hari esok adalah lebih baik dari hari ini..
Semoga hari2 mendatang lebih baik dari hari sebelumny..amin!"

mood:sgt pnt lgik pressure!!

terase nk jerit kuat2!!

aduyai...aq kt lab neh...ader dak dit sem ats..ade teh..y tgh wat prjct java ngn aq..ade anis..wawa..farid..lulu..sasa..sheedot..n cimok..huhu...aq teh n wawa act tgh tgu kehadiran 2 org prince charming y xkunjung tiba..wakakaka!!![gelak jahat]charming keh??hehe..2 korg taw sniri ah..aq taw dorg xde pas aq hbs karang blog neh aq nk blk..byk lg kje y aq bley wat!!haish!!ngeee...weh kje byk weh!!hurmm...td aq attend meeting....aduyai...terase klam kbt..aq phm perasaan kak ct..dye risau..cz nnt admin attack dye..but then dye..sgt risau sehingge klam kbt..seb bek pak su ade..haha!!wery turut mem'bekap'!!huhu..around lunch hour aq quit..join member2 aq wat presentation...huhu...hm..aq da lme xtls blog..xderk tyme la..skang da cam bz tahap hokage y plg latest..ke brape korg kne follow cter naruto..hahahhah!!!!k r,memandangkan group member aq pn da ckp...aq nk out dl..ade tyme len hari aq sambung...adios

~a day of mine~

Semalam aq xderk cls langsung smp kol 5 30...5 30 br aq ade cls IP..op ckp kt aq taya g..stu mse je..tp aq pk2..aq g gak la..then blk..aq bsh bj..lam kol 10 30 2 aq kua ngn fara zak n op..ktorg g mkn..then plan nk kne kn fared..cz ari ni bday dye..kol 11 50 aq g bli tepong n telor ngn op..smp uma dorg..op pgl is kua..is plak bley g ajak fared kua skali..haish..sengal lak dak is neh..fared pn cam da taw..dr pg lg dye da taw is nk wat..da kantoi xley nk wat ape la..mmg kene heret dye kua umah la..so che mat ady n is pn heret dye kua umah..y op da stanby kt lua nk blg tepung..hush2!!da abes sesi blg tepong..ktorg g hangout kt steakhouse kt kbl..smp kol 2 pg...gler btol..but then we hv a great tyme there..wuhu..but then like zak said..ktorg da cam bwu abes final..pdhal final is juz around da corner..GOD!!save me!aduyai shaz..jgn la kamoo main2..sesungguhnya i2 adalah melalaikan..belajarlah kamoo sebelum kamoo d'ajar..dgn result y mengecewekan...blk dr lpk smlm aq plak xley tdow...aq on9 smp kol 5 pg...dan..ari ni stu ari suntuk aq xg cls..ponteng!sbb aq xley bgn...skali lg aq rs dri aq sengal...adesh!!tolong la kawan2...guide la aq..huhu...k la..aq cut off dl..mlm jap g aq story...ade bnd y aq nk share...hehe..k then...ta~

to be continued...

Aku, die, hati, takdir = ???

oPeN dAy UniKL[MIIT] : 27 & 28 March 2009

Today is a tired day..hmm...bgn da r lwt pg td..siap mnd sume aq grk ngn Nor g kampus..ari ni last day 'open day' kt kmpus aq..mcm2 ade..[curik iklan astro jap]byk gak kmpus lain y datang...dak2 skola pn de gak..best la ari nie..aq smp2 izhan tgh menyanyi..after another gurl then dak2 animation sem2 kua present costume play dorg.. a.k.a costplay kot law xsilap aq r..[aq pn xsure sgt pe y dorg bgtaw]..aq amek pic ngn dorg..then dak animation sem4 wat lukes potret..5 bucks per head..not bad la..hm..due hari open day neh..dak2 jpm sgt smart..aq ske.abes aq jln2 kt kmpus..aq grk g low yat ngn Nor..planing nk blk b4 8 kn..tp ats kesilapan teknikal..plan tergendale..kol 9 30 smp umah..9 45 a friend of mine ajak kua mnm...aq on je..lpk mnm borak xsdar da kol 12....mcm cpt je tyme 2 jalan..kalau boleyaq nk tyme2 mcm2 stop jap lame2 kn..hehe...sbb tyme mcm 2 xde slalu..aq rs tenang sgt...ilang kot pnt b'jalan bgai nk gler siang td...hmm..per y mcm xbestny ade org nk sambung degree dye kt UK..aq sdey...aq happy untuk kejayaan die if die b'jaye fly..[nk follow bley??]..tp in d same tyme aq xtaw asal aq sdey plak..tp y penting dye blom fly..aq plak y risau...haish...ntah..aq lost words...pe y penting..set my fokus back..knp aq kt cni..utk reach my goal...n b sumbody..one fine day myb...so equation dye "aq + dye + takdir = Hanya Allah y menentukan....byk mnde sbnrny y xterluah dgn words..cz it is too difficult 2 express ur feelin'..hehe..hush!!da r..lg byk aq mrepek kang lg trok..skng da kul 3 pg..n aq blom tdow.xpe pasni aq trs tdow..-conclusion : happy & cheer!-

dEsAs-DeSuS!!!haish....

sekian lame aq xpost2 ape2 dis month...huhu..slalu je rs nk post...tp 2 la..not in mud..cz nk kte aq bz..aq xla bz sgt...biase je..so...ni aq br rs nk post blk...haha...ari ni clz pg..clz masuma..de quiz lak 2...pny awal aq bgn..aten r..beria dye kjt aq soh study..huhu!ades!aq da la mmg pemalas bgn pg..tp aq gghkn dri jgk bgn cz aten sgt sabar kjt aq..but then..tengs 2 aten..x r glabah sgt aq td even de y aq xtaw wat..peace!!then de break jap aq g breakfast ngn aten kt bank p'bgnn..after tht sambung blk lect masuma..mater aq da sparoh xtbukak da tyme 2...aduyai...ngntok gler...ni sume kuchai r smlm tbe2 call aq plak...siyes aq ngntok..tp ni aq xtaw pehal dr aq blk td aq xtdow2..aq blk td aq teman fara g kbmc..ape y menarik ari ni..aq ponteng clz shafiza...sgt mls nk pegi..sleepy r ari ni...huhu!


kisah 27,28 Feb & 1 Mac....
ha..tyme nie aq dkhendaki mewakili kelab perkim as ajk t'tgi(even aq xtgi mner) utk menghadiri satu kursus kepimpinan UniKL kt Kem An-Naim d Hulu Langat...wuhuhu...tyme ni sume org da start cuti dowh..smpai2 je..da kne wat line kn..mmg kne train cam army kot..haish...t'igt wan.(hehe!xd mksd lain keyh..peace!)Bg aq kem ni uniq..sgt uniq..lg pnt compare aq pnjt Ledang dl..sunburn trok gler.
ssh 2 nk dpt art y ade kt tgn aq 2..belang smp skng wo xilang lg..kem ni uniq jgk sbb game dye ssh nk dpt kt kem lain..byk experience y ktorg gain from ths course..dorg wat ktorg cam xtaw ape..blur gler...setiap ape y dorg wat kite langsung xterpk bnd tu y dorg nk wat..mmg saket at gler sbb xsdar..pdhal direct kot..nmpk sgt ktorg kurang alert..or else xalert langsung...tengs 2 abg syafiq y byk slamatkn keadaan..n xmara bler aq kalut jage lilin..haish!!tengs 2 Aisyah, Amin, n Dean DIA kt game simpulan kaseh!Congrate kot!!tengs n sorry gler kot kat k.zura n ken..wuhuhu..overall..thnkx 2 sume sbb teamwork kite hebat!!


10 Mac 2009
Ngee....Aq ep gler..dpt tgk cter dragonball evolution 2 awl 2 hari...n free..papepn thankx 3 Aizat..thnks weh ajak aq...


12 Mac 2009
Describe as ari plg Gaban!
sbb:-
~aq tbe2 ikot zak op fara adi n far8 g red box![sore zak sdp dowh, aq xtpoo..haha!]
~xsempat abes aq g ts men bowling..[gare2 tgu tcket wayang]
~b4 tht g mlantak lu..[pn sbb mengisi mase nk tgu tcket]
~g tgk wayang.sian fara jd mangse cter xbesh."Sayang u can dance!"
sbb aq nk tgk sgt so dye pn tmn.tp cter 2 slow r..
blom smp level cter "Step Up" & "Save the Last Dance"wuhuhu..
alamak!!tbe2 aq teringatblom bg cter step up 2 kt acai lg..huhu!sorry

21 Mac 2009
Ssh bler kje kite kne present last skali..kak ct mntk aq wat montaj n dokumentari Program KP..
then bnd tu last skali br nk tnjk..sementare 2 kne tgu dorg pny gambar ari berkenaan jgk nk mskkn trs dlm 2..klam kbt jgk la aq...y lain aq xtaw..aq xjoin dorg kt bestari pn..aq wat kje aq jeh
hmm..even dye prgrm 1 hari tp aq sgt pnt... but then tbe2 dpt call lak mama aq nk aq join family g uma tok cik aq cz da lme xjmpe..so..mcm biase..aq akan hny menurut perintah...b4 gerak g uma tok cik aq roung psr mgu kg br jap..aq t'srmpk ngn sorg hambe Allah ni..aq cuak kot.aq igt dye mara lg kt aq,..tp aq branikn dri jgk,pgl nme dye..dye pndang senyum n ckp hye..aq lege kot
cz aq risau gak dye mara lg ke kt aq..tp sumpah aq xsalah!!!wah!!!!!
**Special thanks 2 Amin as my tutor..thnkx weh ajr aq!!

23 Mac 2009[semalam]
BDAY DAYANA!!!kul 1 pg aq ain n hanis nyanyi lgu bday kt dayana tp thru fon jeh..sbb dye xblk..kmi plak tyme 2 mmg xtdow lg wat kje..ain n hanis otw siapkan 4 assngmnt y dorg kne submit pagi tuh..wuhuu..cian mereke..ptg 2 cls ds xde..aq g bli cake ngn aten kt klcc..tgk byk sale dowh!!gler rambang mater!!seb bek wet xderk!!law x da lme da aq ngn ate shoping!!ceh..tujuan dtg ctu nk cr cake kot..tp bler mater da nmpk mcm2...ha..mula r hati b'kate2!!hahaha!!weh!!! aq nk g shoping r....aduyai...da bse bli cake blk..sgt pnt n rs kaki nk pth...mlm 2 ktorg share jgk bli domino's plak...wuhuhu..incident plg besh tyme tgh2 mkn jap g aq calet krim kt muke dayana..n cream cake war bmule..aq ngn aten plak da kne rabe ngn nor..dye pny cuak mke dye kne..ade tolak ktorg tp tanak tgk dpn..mmg tgn xd disiplin r nor..hhahahah!!!!da huru hare kejap uma ni smlm..syg xderk tepong..y dayana plak xckup ngn cream dye request.."la..asal xderk tepung goreng ayam ke..bwu best..."aq wat btol2 kang..hahaha!!tp smlm mmg best..cme xkaw2 je...ha... sape plak mangse lps ni...cpt2 list down bday sape lak pasni..mmg trok r kne...y penting aq rs bday aq n ain slamat r cz lau de org nk wat sesi bls dendam pn tyme 2 da cti sem..wakakakak!!! y mner bln next sem 2 jgn igt terleps..hahhaha!!lg plak y bln 8 tu kn..ha..mmg best r law kne kn dye...hahahahahahahahaha!!!

Hari RABU!![date aq xigt bler]
Aduyai...aq xtaw dowh nk ckp camner..tp aq nk share la ngn korg kn...citer dye mcm ni..mmg tiap2 ari rbu aq akn blk ngn nor,,housemate aq y sorg neh..ari rbu y malang ni plak aq abes awal..nk blk dl aq rs xbek la kt nor..cz ari tu pn dye abes awl dye tgu aq..so aq pn tgu..aq lpk tgkt 1..bler dye da abes..aq pn trn loby nk blk same..tyme aq trn 2..Ais Zizan n Arshad kot ade..n ade lg dak clz dorg y lain 2..lps nor da abes ckp bye kt kwn2 dye..ktorg pn grk blk mcm biase..n ktorg bercerite tentang seseorang...seseorang y sgt baik..n besh..dye juge b'perangai giler2...n sungguh sporting...pny la kmi ni syok cerite..tbe2!!!!!!!!tyme nk lntas jln kt klab sultan sulaiman tuh...bwu ktorg pearasan y seseorng y menjadi tjk perbualan aq ngn nor ade kt blakang ktorg rupenye..aq mmg terdiam xtkate ape..nor plak da jerit n pkl2 blkng seseorg 2...cz dye sgt terkejut..[bhye dowh nor nie bler dye tkjut..so amaran jgn wat nor tkjt..hahah!]seseorg tu nmpk sgt steady..tp nor ckp mke dye cam mara,,myb dye pk ktorg kutuk y bkn2 kot pasal dye...tp sumpah dowh..aq xkutuk...aq ngn nor asyk puji dye je..mcm aq ckp td..dye sgt baik..suma org suke kwn ngn dye...termasukla aq..even aq br jgk la knl dye...kalau la pokok kt ctu bole cakap aq soh pokok 2 gtaw dye ape y ktorg ckp..cz lau ktorg nk xplain pn cam xgune..mst la dye xcye kn..tp truly lol..AQ XCAKAP BLAKANG LOL....sumpah x!!tp ktorg sdar..mmg slh ktorg pn.. cz bak kate pepatah y org tue slalu pesan.."cakap siang pandang2, cakap malam dengar2.."
moral of d story alert dow skliling korg..ngeee..
cz pasal bnd gler nih..
pndrve ksygn aq ilang..
n psl ni jgk..mental aq huru hare amek test DS kames 2..
aduayai....
**2 tht "sum1"...sorry if it hurts..but trust us!there is nothing y buruk ktorg cakap...**
~sorry once again~

-special dedicate to my parents-

Special 4 Mama & Papa

I may no longer need your hand for every step I take But I still need your acceptance & support of everything I do...
I may not be that little child who asked for all things I ever wanted in the world But that's because long ago you thought me 'How to go after my dream'...
I may no longer be that little child who looked to you to share every hurts, smile & tear But I still feel like that child whenever I think about you...
I'll always love you, Mama & Papa with the heart of that little child grown to love you only you more...
Ma & Pa
I do think of you often..
Lots of love,
me myself & I

I am Me?

This is Me

Always been the kind of girl that hid my face
So afraid to tell the world what I've got to say
But I have this dream right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show
It's time
To let you know, to let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be..This is me

Do you know what it's like to feel so in the dark?
To dream about a life where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

Song by:
Demi Lovato & Joe Jonas

i'm not gud enough, i'm not perfect, plz do understand 4 wht i love 2 do...

Skate??something that i love 2 do..but then after 3 years...i get started again..till my dad find out..everything gone.he was damn mad at me...!"papa why..." tyme study, studyla..sape y xnk deanlist...
well..sk8 is not sumthin y bole ruin life or study or wht nots..yaw...frustrated gler!damn frust!y must 'ungkit' bout de past..past is past la..bnd da jd..tht is my result 4 3rd sem..how am i goin 2 change tht..i juz cam improve it on my ths coming final 4 my fourth sem..i juz get damn sick with....i dunno wht 2 say..i dun even have words 4 tht..myb i can called it as a RULE? well...i dunno...but whtever it is..i will not quiting sk8..myb another break 4 me?i hope after i got my besh result..my dad will allow me 2 sk8 again...arrghhhh!!!!! i hope so...wuhuu...i need my fwenz support..no matter wht...my clsmates..help me in study...all sk8ers..gv ur courage n keep me update n wht is goin on...paan..acai..butang..arep..ee..jaz..zul.. ash..n others y aq xtaw nme..but u guys r cool..sdey gler xdpt follow korg hari ni...haish...~eNd~

aQ x FAHAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

saket otak aq pkay...ades..tbe2 org kt sekeliling aq jadi len...ceh!pdhal 2 org je..citer nk bom..haha!npe bdk cumel 2 lain tbe2 eh?aq de wat salah pe yep??myb aq de wat salah...tp aq xprasan...trs terang kot..jangan wat aq camni...smlm lg best..tah pehal tah..aq cam xfaham gak ngn hambe Allah yang sorg neh...dye wat aq sgt confius..kdg2 dye layan aq baik gler...somehow cam xknl aq..or mcm br knl aq..pehal kot..myb perasaan aq je kot..tp...aq sgt geram...sbb 2 situation tu xpasal2 aq g paramount...xlarat2 men sk8 pn aq g gak saner..tenteram jap perasaan aq nih..nk blk umah pn xgne..celaru gak otak aq ngn bdk cumel..dari pagi smlm lg...aq ckp kt hanis...bdk cumel 2 knp??hanis pn xtaw..damn!aq rs cam nk kua cr ketenangan jap...ades..problem dye skunk aq pn xpaham..kalau ikut hati...ari ni pn aq igt nk trn paramount...tp pk sok aq claz pg...clz masuma lak 2..aq batalkan la niat suci murni aq tu..plus ngn kesihatan aq y siket gaban skunk..lg r aq tention..argh!!!aq xtaw pe nk ckp lg!!!da r

~pagi yang gelap..kini blom terang~

skunk da kul 4 pg...sume da tdow..tgl aq je blom tdow...
pd muleny aq nk wat ip a.k.a interner programming..sok pg ni kne anta..tp aq stll on my way nk saip kan..wuhu..disamping meng'on9'kn diri..
hm...xtdow la aq jwbny..haih..plus problem lain y melanda..aq harap ade org xpressure aq..igtlah bhw hati aq milik sesorang..hurm..aq on d way siapkan ip yang da hampir nk siap tp xjugak siap ats kelalaian diriku sendiri gare2 internet!walahal kpale aq skunk pn da cam xbrape nk sehat..da cam pusing2 main marry go round sbb xckp tdow..lg y memening kn kpale..smlm dye text aq ajak aq kua..tp aq xreply cz aq xtaw nk reply ape tnp wat dye terase..conclusion dye aq xreply.till the next day pny cls dye tny aq..dapat xmsg dye..huhu..aq da cuak da tyme 2..till now aq xreply...nnt la sok aq free aq text dye..ssh idup ni..aq cut the crap dl la.wat ip jap.2 be continued!

sumthng happen in my heart!
he text me yesterday.
he also text me b4 ths..but ths tyme..
i dont knw why..feel wanna talk 2 him..
after 3 month..[he counted]
we hv chat 2gether through the phone..
melepaskan geram masing2...wuhuuu...
sangat suke marah dye..padan muke!!
sangat puas at...
wht more 2 say..
there is a lot of words..
but dunno how 2 express it in sentences..
very puzzle..
like everybody knows..
n like sumone said 2 me...
"life is puzzle"[curik ayt farid ajir kjp]..
now..
there is nothing between us..
but all the memories..
stll be remembered...
4 the sweet thing in life...
n i hope there is no to be continued..

end mean end
so..
i have 2 ignore
tht sumthing in my heart...
i hope so..

Bila Aku Jatuh Cinta

Ya Allah,

jika aku jatuh cinta,

cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya pada-Mu, agar bertambah kekuatan ku untuk mencintai-Mu.

Ya Muhaimin,

jika aku jatuh cinta,

jagalah cintaku padanya agar tidak melebihi cintaku pada-Mu...

Ya Allah,

jika aku jatuh hati,

izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya tertaut pada-Mu,

agar tidak terjatuh aku dalam jurang cinta semu.

Ya Rabbana,

jika aku jatuh hati,

jagalah hatiku padanya agar tidak berpaling pada hati-Mu.

Ya Rabbul Izzati,

jika aku rindu,

rindukanlah aku pada seseorang yang merindui syahid di jalan-Mu.

Ya Allah,

jika aku rindu,

jagalah rinduku padanya agar tidak lalai aku merindukan syurga-Mu. Ya Allah,

jika aku menikmati cinta kekasih-Mu,

Pengajian Akhwat janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi kenikmatan indahnya bermunajat di sepertiga malam terakhirmu.

Ya Allah,

jika aku jatuh hati pada kekasih-Mu,

jangan biarkan aku tertatih dan terjatuh dalam perjalanan panjang menyeru manusia kepada-Mu.

Ya Allah,

jika Kau halalkan aku merindui kekasih-Mu,

jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas sehingga melupakan aku pada cinta hakiki dan rindu abadi hanya kepada-Mu.

Ya Allah Engaku mengetahui bahwa hati-hati ini telah berhimpun dalam cinta pada-Mu,

telah berjumpa pada taat pada-Mu,

telah bersatu dalam dakwah pada-MU,

telah berpadu dalam membela syariat-Mu.

Kukuhkanlah Ya Allah ikatannya.

Kekalkanlah cintanya.

Tunjukilah jalan-jalannya.

Penuhilah hati-hati ini dengan Nur-Mu yang tiada pernah pudar. Lapangkanlah dada-dada kami dengan limpahan keimanan kepada-Mu dan keindahan bertawakal di jalan-Mu.

~post mortem!!!!~

huhu!!topic nih sgt hot di kalangan oc..exspecially oc jan'09'..act post mortem nih xde ape pn...bak kate senior2 y berturut2 jd oc la..dlm citer nih..aq adelah 1st timer sbg oc..tah dari mner ade plak couragement nk jd oc..bermule la langkah aq dlm week traning..b'gabung ngn mfi..so the MSR jgk..citer ni d'fokuskan kat mlm last ktorg kt ctu..post mortem ni b'mule jam 11.20 mlm..right after sume junior da tdow..smp kul 3.30 pg..knp??haha..itu la y sume org pelik..ex2 oc pn pelik..s'gale jns luahan rase sume tlh dimuntahkan pd mlm itu..baik dari sgi y positif...smpla y negatif..tanpe mengire bhs2 y d'gunakn..tp y penting..moral of d story kat cni..d'sbbkan post mortem y pelik 2 la city campus n mfi jd kamcing..cme ade la a few y pttny xperlu la over sgt..~the end~

iNtErNeT???

Internet adalah sesuatu y sgt penting..tanpa internet, kebanyakan orang bleyh jadi gler..spt kami y sebelum ni hanyalah b'gantung kat broadband..y mane connection dye asyk la pts2..cz umah kami sgt tgi..tp skrang masalah tu br sj setle..cme speed cam kurang laju..tp xksh la..bgs la dari xde..plus skng clz sume da less paper..notes sume amek kt forum kt net..so do tyme nk anta assignment pn..da xde da soh anta kt pegeon hole..huhu..hm..kelihatan dis sem more tougher then b4..juz hope 4 the best...